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Damn, I've neglected this journal for quite a while.
Just as I neglected many things and people.

I cancelled my TV show after heavy competition managed to, let's say, make things pretty complicated.

Anyway, I'm obviously not made to be a XXX film producer.
I'm fine as a technician, but I don't like to cope with the kind of people financing these "things".

I'm in love. Since about 2 months. It's been complicated, but I think things are getting better and better. The "girl" is a pure miracle. I'm the luckiest of men.

I've been sick with a flu, forcing me to take a bit of rest which was fine after all. It allowed me to recenter and think.

I want to do less for the money and more for arts. I'm craving creation. I have many ideas. Which also means I'm slowly getting away from XXX productions. I will keep on making web sites but only on projects I like. I will take my cameraman syndicat card again, and work on more meaningful things from now on. Got a lesson or two lately ;-)

I need to make pictures, photos. I've been neglecting this far too much for the sake of porn films in the last year. That's crazy. Although I learned a lot and I enjoy the camera work, I'm done with this.

More soon as I will come with more definate decisions :-)

And to all I neglected, I love you...
I'm just like this, you know...

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